who am i instead.

tawa muna... :D

2009-04-06T04:37:00.000-07:00

tanong

2009-04-05T04:28:00.000-07:00

tita: keLan ka ba ikakasaL?
ako: matagal pa po. mga after 10 years pa (joke!)
tita: naku. sayang ang magandang lahi...
ako: hahahahaha... (lol)

:D

songs in my pocket

2009-04-05T04:08:00.000-07:00

Songs in my Pocket
- Bethany Joy Lenz

Honey I just can't
Get around it anymore
You make me feel like
Home is where you are
And baby I just can't
Run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it
Home is where you are

Notes in my drawers
Songs in my pockets
Fragments of letters that you've sent
Leftover phone calls
Cologne in the bath
I still have that bottle of Rosé

Starring at your photograph
Trying to take it down
There's still a stirring in my heart

And Honey I just can't
Get around it anymore
You make me feel like
Home is where you are
And baby I just can't
Run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it
Home is where you are

I've never been to
Half of these places
But your postcards collection makes me crave
A little space, a little waves, out of the city to the grace of
Another land, another tongue, another time

Starring at your photograph
I can't take it down
There's still fire in me yet

Honey I just can't
Get around it anymore
'Cause you make me feel like
Home is where you are
And baby I just can't
Run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it
Home is where you are

Oh, honey I just can't
Get around it anymore
You make me feel like
Home is where you are
Baby I just can't
Run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it
Home is where you are

Honey I just can't
You better believe
Yeah, yeah...yeah

Songs in My Pockets - Bethany Joy Lenz

jars of cLay... :D

2009-04-04T17:27:00.000-07:00

sound trip... :D
my fave band... :D

Jars Of Clay

hayzzz

2009-04-01T13:47:00.000-07:00

sira yung lalagyanan ng side mirror ko... wahhh...
bad trip...
huhuhuhu... papaayus ko pa...
sana maayus...
:(

prayer

2009-03-11T14:37:00.000-07:00

i do pray for God's wisdom and guidance this coming afternoon.
i will have an interview on another project.
yesterday was my last day with my current project.
hoping...
to start anew...
some realizations...
wake up call... :D
lessons learned.. :D
hopefully be accepted on that project. :D

in Jesus name. :D
Amen.

-- psalms :D

maskara

2009-03-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

LSS sa eheads concert. :D

----
Kung may problema ka
Magsuot ng maskara
Takpan mo ang iyong mata
Buong mundo'y mag-iiba

Tuwing ako'y nangangamba
Ay nagwawala
Naglalaro, nagpapangap
Na ako'y ganap
Na tao, isang super hero
Di nasasaktan

Kung may problema ka
Magsuot ng maskara
Takpan mo ang iyong mata
Buong mundo'y nag-iiba

Alam kong may kilala ka
Marami ang mukha
Hahanapan ng tao
Ay parang sikat, isang champion
Hindi battle hero
Nag-iibang anyo

Kung may problema ka
Magsuot ng maskara
Takpan mo ang iyong mata
Buong mundo'y nag-iiba

Tuwing ika'y nakikita
Ay nagwawala
Napipilitang magpangap
Na ako'y banad na tao
Isang super hero
Di namamatay

Kung may problema ka
Magsuot ng maskara
Takpan mo ang iyong mata
Buong mundo'y mag-iiba

Maskara - Eraserheads

fareweLL sir kiko

2009-03-06T13:05:00.000-08:00

francis m died yesterday at age 44.

here are some of his music.

you will surely be missed. sir.

" FRANCIS M...."

Aperturista Emo/Goth ModeL Photoshoot

2009-03-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

makapiLing ka

2009-02-20T11:49:00.000-08:00

Makapiling Ka
Sponge Cola

Pagdilat,
Ikaw agad ang hinahanap s umaga
Nasaan ka na?
Malayo ka pa ba?
Kay tagal ng iyong pagbabalik
Minsan

Nahuhuli ko ang sarilingnakangiti
Malayo ang tingin
Malalim ang isip
Kailangang magkita muli

Sa pagpatak ng bawat sandali
Nakatikom lagi ang aking mga labi
Inaaliw ang sarili sa musika
Nananabik makapiling ka
Makapiling ka

Pgdungaw,
Meron kayang mabuting balitang darating
Ihahanda ko'ng pagngiti
Kasabay ng pagsambit sa ngalan mo
Pagdating ng sandali

Lalung lumalapit
Araw ng pagsapit
Di magkukulang
Laging nag-aabang

Makapiling ka
Makapiling ka
Makapiling ka

makapiling ka - spongecola

and i love her

2009-02-18T12:14:00.000-08:00

I give her all my love
That's all i do
And if you saw my love
You'd love her too
I love her

She gives me ev'rything
And tenderly
The kiss my lover brings
She brings to me
And i love her

A love like ours
Could never die
As long as i
Have you near me

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And i love her

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And i love her

And I Love Her - The Beatles

busy

2009-02-18T10:53:00.000-08:00

just keeping myself busy right now.
last week. we went to hot air balloon festival in clark field pampanga.
it was a nice experience.
and i enjoyed it.

and these past few days.
i'm hooked with post processing.
using lightroom.
then enhancing it more on the photoshop.

and last night.
i went to ben's house to give the cd of the wedding. for video editing.
so happen that tupe lives just nearby so he also went there.
had a photoshop session.
wah.
knowledge overload.
i'll just try them if i have my time. hahaha.
i need to focus on finishing my loads first! hahaha.
thanks guys.
i still dont have anything to share though.
hehehe. :D

okies. :D

no such thing

2009-02-10T10:58:00.000-08:00

tamang sound trip lang... :D
-----

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just to lie you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits
and
Maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just to lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for

No Such Thing - John Mayer

facebook

2009-02-08T00:52:00.000-08:00

hahaha... recently dami ng nagfafacebook...
awwww...
dami ng nag-aadd sa kin sa facebook account ko...
last year pa ko meron... dami ng applix nung sa kin..
so yun...
glad to know people are adding you up...
hehehe..
fave kong applix yung heroes... hehehe... lvl 52 na ko dun... hehehe.. ;d
yung isa pang applix na fave ko dun eh... yung poker... :d
hehehe... oks...

share ko lang din... facebook na video ni happy slip... ;D

para sa akin.

2009-02-07T00:21:00.000-08:00

i went to bulacan today.
drove my family there.
(d pa kasi pede mom ko magdrive.)
i also drove them to a church wedding.
mag aanak sya.
anak ng kabatch mate nya sa hayskul.
yung guy. uhmmm... kababata ko.
kalaro ko dati sa bulakan.
hhehehe. :D
yung wedding sa barasoain church.
took the opportunity to take pictures of the historical church. :D
i'll post the shots later. :D
uhmm..
after that. we went to the club royale. :D
dun reception. :D
then kasama ako sa mga guys na pinatayo.
bwahahaha. :D
buti na lang d ako yung naiwan. :D
yung game kasi is to whoever failed to catch a flower. sya yung magsusuot ng garter.
buti nakakuha ako.
(sayang... dami magaganda gurls. hihihihi...)
then... me nagustuhan ako dun sa mga songs na kinanta dun sa reception.
post ko yung video dito. :D
oks.

umuwi na rin ako makati... balik na lang ako tomorrow.
me shoot kasi bukas...
courtesy of oninz. hihihi... :D

oks.

Sitti Navarro - Para Sa Akin -

para sa akin.

2009-02-07T00:16:00.000-08:00

wherever you are

2009-02-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

I love to see the ocean's beauty
And the moon that shines above
Alone in the sand lookin at the stars
Wishing someday I would find true love

Wouldn't be nice to see the morning
With the one you love the most
Wouldn't be nice to say goodnight
To the one you hold so close
To your heart, to your heart...

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

I love to sit in fields of green
Looking deeply thru the sky
Watching birds as they flap by
Hoping someday faith will bring me true love

Wouldn't be nice to hold someone
So dear, n near your heart
Wouldn't be nice to hear those words
I love you, from the one
That you love, that you love

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

I love to see myself one day
In the arms of someone
Who will share her life with me
Selflessly, someday you will find your way,
To me . . .

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are, Wherever you are

wherever you are - south border

Ingat Ka

2009-02-05T01:06:00.000-08:00

Ingat Ka
- Silent Sanctuary

Huwag kang mag-alala
Nakaukit na sa isip ko
Nakatitig sa `yong mata
Nasa langit na ba ako

Minsan lang nagsama
Sa lunes aalis ka na
Salamat narin ikaw ay nakilala

Doon mag-ingat ka (San ka man magpunta)
Matulog maaga (Para di mamutla)
Huwag masyadong magpupuyat
Inom gamot pag nilalagnat

Sayang din talaga
Pag kausap ka’y sarap sa tenga
Ngiti mong kay ganda
Siguradong mami-miss kita

Minsan lang nagsama
Sa ferris wheel tabi kita
Salamat na rin extended version pa

Doon mag-ingat ka (san ka man magpunta)
Matulog maaga (para di mamutla)
Hinay-hinay lang sa kape
Lalung-lalo na sa tanghali

Minsan lang nagsama
At bukas aalis ka na
Sayang sana ay nagtagal ka pa

Doon mag-ingat ka (Doon mag-ingat ka)
Matulog maaga (Matulog maaga)
Huwag masyadong magpupuyat
Inom gamot pag nilalagnat
Hinay-hinay lang sa kape
Lalung-lalo na sa tanghali

Ingat Ka - Silent Sanctuary

song running through my head today 02.03.2009

2009-02-03T01:38:00.000-08:00

miss you
- mymp

Miss you…

Everyday and every night, this feeling I'd fight
Try as I might but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright

Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now

I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow

I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can't bear it boy alright

When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near

I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

Miss you - MYMP

far away

2009-02-01T08:17:00.000-08:00

"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Far Away (Acoustic) - Acoustic8824

25 things about me

2009-01-31T04:34:00.000-08:00

Once you've been tagged, you are SUPPOSED to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, goals etc... anything about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it is because I want to know more about you.

Tagging... Everyone who reads this. I can see you! So... Tag! You're it!

******

1. Recently, i learn to love reading books. be it photography or a leadership related or a bob ong books. just to kill time. when waiting. but yeah. i love reading books

2. i'm into photography right now. events, model shoot, wedding, prenup, landscapes.

3. i bought a pug last year and her name is Darren.

4. i also have a PSP. there's only one game in it. NBA Live 2009. others are music and photos.

5. i own a canon rebel eos xti. (hahaha... another photography related)

6. i play basketball. guard forward position

7. i play volleyball. spiker

8. i play soccer. midfielder.

9. i play guitar. when i'm bored in my room and i'm sick with surfing and browsing the internet. i play guitar and sing.

10. i love singing. (sa banyo usually.) hehehe. i also love singing with my friends and with my family. videoke. :D

11. (dami naman neto). i own a motorcycle. suzuki raider 150. i use this going to the office. going to places that i want to go. it's nice to have this kind of transpo. no traffic. hehehe.

12. my fave number is 5. waLa lang. :D

13. my bday is july 29.

14. i'm a multiply addict. yeah. addict.

15. i use lightroom as my first PP for my photos.

16. my fave band is Jars of Clay. i have a collection of their albums. CDs. hehehe.

17. (konti na lang) i watch heroes, chuck, gundam 00.

18. i dont watch naruto and bleach anime. but i am reading the manga. every week. :D

19. i am reading the soul eater manga right now.

20. i'm a java programmer.

21. i'm a christian.

22. i always stay late at night. because uhmm... just in front of my laptop. surfing. browsing. multiply.

23. there are two non work related website that i visit when i'm in the office. 1. sports.yahoo.com/nba and inquirer.net(pacquiao files). hehehe.

24. always in the chatroom of aperturista.

25. i'm a member of APerturista Community.

oks. dami naman. :D

photoworld asia

2009-01-30T17:53:00.000-08:00

i went to glorieta kaninang 10.30am. adik eh noh.
hayz... masasabi ko lang..
kung photo enthusiast ka.
wag kang pupunta dito.
bakit?
hayzz...
mapapaGASTOS ka.
sabi ko.
lens pen lang bibilhin ko.
nakabili nga ako ng lens pen
+crumpler strap ng canon
+umorder ako nung 2 slave AC bulbs sa aperture (yung katulad ng kay jun.)
wah.
damn!
hahaha. GASTOS.
pero masaya naman.
me crumpler strap na ko ng canon.
yey. :D
oks.
pero i advice you to go there.
hehehe...
yun eh kung me budget ka lang naman.
okies. :D

what about now

2009-01-30T02:08:00.000-08:00

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

What About Now - Daughtry

crazy for this girl

2009-01-30T02:01:00.000-08:00

She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I dont know why
But shes changed my mind

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didnt end
Why didnt I know what I know now

Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
Im ready to spend the rest of my life
With you

Crazy for this Girl (acoustic) - Evan and Jaron

halfLife

2009-01-30T01:52:00.000-08:00

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

Half-Life (Acoustic) - Duncan Sheik

out of my league

2009-01-29T12:14:00.000-08:00

"Out Of My League"

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

Out of My League - Stephen Speaks

huwag kang matakot

2009-01-28T10:53:00.000-08:00

Huwag kang matakot
'Di mo ba alam nandito lang ako
Sa iyong tabi
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man
At kung ikaw ay mahulog sa bangin
Ay sasaluhin kita

Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot
Dahil ang buhay mo'y walang katapusan
Makapangyarihan ang pag-ibig
Na hawak mo sa iyong kamay
Ikaw ang Diyos at hari ng iyong mundo
Matakot sila sa 'yo

Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na magmukhang tanga
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot sa hindi mo pa makita
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot
Aahhhah

Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man

Huwag Kang Matakot - Orange and Lemons

just dont wanna be lonely

2009-01-27T12:21:00.000-08:00

I don't mind when you say that you're going away
I just don't wanna be lonely,
And I don't care if you share only moments a day,
I just don't wanna be lonely.

I'd rather be loved and needed;
depended on to give a love I can't give
When you're gone, when you're gone,
I just don't want to be lonely.
I'd just rather be loved.

I don't mind when the time sets the sun to the moon,
I just don't wanna be lonely,
Let the stairs find you there, at the end of the room,
I just don't wanna be lonely.

I Just Dont Wanna Be Lonely - Ronnie Dyson

Shoot for a cause Report. ...

2009-01-27T03:37:00.000-08:00

saturday. 01.24.2009
went to manila.
liwasang bonifacio.
parked at sm manila.
wait for other apers.
shoot for a cause.
we will be giving some goods/clothes for the people in baseco.
briefing.
walked to luneta to meet the guide.
picture while walking. intramuros.

luneta.
take shots of rizal monument.

luneta. meet with the guide.

then walked to pier.
at pier.
lunch already
we went to the ice cream house.
and ate lunch.
after eating.
we went to baseco.
we rode a jeep going there
saw this kid when we arrived.
when we go deep in to the community.. going to the sea side... you can see the undeveloped areas.

going further. you can see different kinds of people. how they spend their whole day.
nagkukutuhan...
nag iinuman...
naglalaro...
nag iigib / naglalako?...
nagbabasa ng diyaryo....

naghahalungkat ng basura.....
naghahanap ng bulate...

para may pampain sa pamimingwit ng isda...
para may maipang handa sa hapag kainan.....
at kahit gaano kaunlad ang lungsod ng maynila... at ganito ang kalagayan nila...

nakukuha pa rin ng mga bata at ng mga tao dun na maging masaya at tumawa...

at sana... kahit sa konting tulong na pede nating maibahagi sa kanila...
kahit paisa isa...
mabigyan natin ng direksyon sa buhay ang mga bata dito sa baseco....

maaari ka ring pumunta dito... maghandog ng tulong... magshoot... at mabuksan ang iyong isipan... magpasalamat at ikaw ay mapalad... matutong magbigay kung may sobra kang pagpapalang natatatanggap galing sa Kanya... :D

have a nice day... :D

nenok

2009-01-20T04:09:00.000-08:00

nanay babie...
ninenok ko yung layout mo sa apers...
hehehehe...
nagpaalam naman ako sa yo kanina...
hehehehe... :D

tenchu... :D

saLamat Po! :D

2009-01-20T02:05:00.000-08:00

una. saLamat kay God.
nakaLabas na Mom ko sa ospital.
oks na naman kasi sya.

naawa yung doctor. supposedly dapat transfer muna sa room then tsaka pa lang sabihin kung pede na madischarge. so exception kami.

naawa. kasi nga yung kaso namin. hindi sagot ng maxicare and wala naman talaga kaming pera.
pero mayaman si God.Sya bahala sa pangangailangan mo.

though me utang akong babayaran. aLam ko. c God magpprovide ng pambayad sa utang na yun...

saLamat sa mga tumulong sa kin.
sa mga nakinig ng hinaing ko sa buhay.
sa mga nagtanong ng kalagayan ng mom ko.
sa nagtanong kung anong nangyari.
sa mga nag advise na mangutang muna ako. (tulungan nyo kong magbayad! hehehehe.. :D)
sa mga nagdasal.
at lalo't higit sa mga tumuLong sa kin.
alam ko... at naniniwala ako na ibabalik sa inyo ni God yung mga blessings na ishinare nyo sa kin.

saLamat sa Maxicare. kung hindi dahil sa inyo. hindi ako matututong lamunin ang pride ko at humingi ng tulong sa mga kaibigan ko. kapalan ang mukha na humingi ng tulong kung kani kanino. at natuto akong lalong magtiwala kay God.
saLamat. sana kunin na kayo ni Lord! (piz!)
hehehee... :D

saLamat.
saLamat.

:D

not a very good weekend

2009-01-19T00:39:00.000-08:00

saturday 1.30am
my mom asked me to accompany her to the hospital.
she had a hard time breathing already.
she coughs and her asthma is striking.
so we went to the emergency room.
she was attended by the medical staff there.
she was confined in the ICU.
morning comes.
maxicare representatives told me that they will not cover the confinement of my mom.
ouch.
they told me that based on the findings and evaluation of their doctor it is considered as "pre existing condition".
ouch.
right now. the bill is 75K and counting.
dont know where to get that amount...
approximately by the time that she will be discharged... will be close to 100K.
ouch.
we dont have that amount of money.

i thank God. because her condition is now stable. healthwise she is already better.

i still continue to pray for God's financial provision.

guys. if you have anything that can give financially. any amount will do.
will be greatly appreciated.
i'm not begging though. but it sounds like that. if that is begging... then let it be.
the fact is. we really need help.
but i pray.
please pray also.

thanks.

expired

2009-01-16T03:55:00.000-08:00

buendia taft
check point
lumagpas.
pinara.
hinto.

[-] hoy! d mo ba alam na me check point. ang laki laki oh.
[.] naku sir. sensya na. d ko nakita. ngayun lang ako napadaan dito ng gabi.
[-] tingin ng lisensya mo. at OR CR ng motor mo.
[.] teka lang po sir... eto po sir oh...
[-] teka... expired na tong lisensya mo ah...
[.] (whaaaaaatttt!!!) patingin nga po sir...
[-] eto oh... 07-29-2008 expiration date..
[.] (shuuuxxxxxx!!!)
[--] kaya pala nagmmadali eh... expired pala lisensya...
[.] naku sir hindi po... hindi ko po alam na expired na yan... ngayun ko lang po na check ulit...
baka pede pong makiusap sir...
[-] ....
[--] ....
[.] sabi po kasi ng tito ko... mababait naman po kayo sir eh...
[-] bakit. sino ba tito mo.
[.] si ano po sir.. ************* ng ***** ano po sya dun ****
[-] teka ano bang nasa bag mo... check mo nga...
[--] (chineck bag with flashlight kita laptop at photography book)
[-] sa yo ba yan?
[.] yes sir.
[-] bakit ano ba work mo.
[.] sir programmer po ako.. tapos freelance photographer po ako..
(sabay labas ng calling card)
pede nyo po ko invite kung me mga events kayo, bday party... etc...
[--] oy d ba lapit na bday nung pangalawa mong anak...
cge... isulat mo dito yung contact number mo.
[.] sir, nakasulat na jan maliit nga lang po sir.
[--] ah ganun ba.
[-] paalisin mo na yan... patuluyin mo na...
[.] naku. maraming maraming salamat po sir.
[--] asikasuhin mo na lisensya mo. mahirap yan baka madisgrasya ka pa.
[.] maraming maraming salamat sir.
[-] pasalamat ka, nakuha mo loob namin... cge na...
[.] thank you sir. thank you sir.

hayzzzz.... expired na pala lisensya... last year pa...
bwhahahahaa...

fan

2009-01-16T03:40:00.000-08:00

Inside FULLY BOOK
Bonifacio High Street
Taguig
Photography/Fashion Section

[.] uy si alodia yun ah.
(c alodia, parang naka pang cosplay na damit.. o porma nya lang talaga... :D)
[..] cno yun.
[.] sikat na cosplayer. teka sya nga ba talaga yun?
[..] e d lapitan mo.
*tingin.. tingin..
[.] sya nga. hayyyyzz.. ganda ni alodia...
[..] hehehe.
[.] si alodia nga...
[..] shhh.. wag ka maingay... baka marinig ka..
(nasa kabila lang c alodia nung divider pala... oooopsss..)
[.] picture-an ko kaya?
[..] e d lapitan mo..
[.] sayang d ko dala camera ko.... huhuhuhu..
[..] hehehehehehehe... bLeh! :P

kung d nyo kilala c alodia...
watch this video. :D

http://www.inquirer.net/vdo/player.php?vid=2046&pageID=3

pause and seek His wiLL

2009-01-11T03:05:00.000-08:00

the passage for today's sunday service sermon was about seeking God's will.

Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

For us believers, gasgas na tong verse na to... lagi na lang ginagamit ang verse na to if you want to be prosperous... pero bakit nga ba yung mga taong mukhang nagseseek naman ng kingdom ni God eh... hindi naman mayaman... me sakit... maraming problema at kung anu ano pa...

dinissect ni doc jun tong verse na to.. hehehe... sya yung pastor na nagpreach... hehehehe..

ano ba yung kingdom ni God? sabi dito.. na ang kingdom ni God eh yung kung saan nag hahari si God... nagbigay sya ng example verse na ang lahat ng bagay ay sa Kanya at nilikha sa pamamagitan Nya... me isa pang verse na nagsasabing Sya ang may authority/nagrurule sa lahat ng bansa.... :D hmmmm... ayus..

and then..inexample nya ang isang satanista.... me qoute to na "thou shalt do thy will and that's the whole law". meaning gawin mo lang ang gusto mo. yan na yung ginagawa nung mga satanista.. inexample pa nya na nung tinukso ng serpent sila adam at eve... sinabi nya na kung iyong kakainin ang pinagbabawal na prutas... malalaman mo kung ano ang tama at mali... resulta... pwede mong gawin kung anong gusto mo... kung anong will mo..

madalas kasi... sa buhay natin... dahil... matalino tayo... or me kaalaman tayo... isinasantabi muna natin si God... at sinasabi natin na... "Lord, ako muna bahala dito... diskartehan ko muna to.." we are doing are own will... which is madalas palpak... kapag sumablay na... tsaka lang tayo hihingi ng tulong kay God. anong pagkakaiba natin sa mga taong sumasamba kay satanas? hmmmm... isip isip...

ang topic kasi for the series ay domino effect... so kung sa una pa lang... eh inuna mo na yung wiLL ni God... malamang at sa malamang... hindi sablay... kung inuna mo will mo... papalpak at papalpak yan... :D at kung anong desisyon mo sa araw na ito... may epekto sa mangyayari sa yo sa kinabukasan... :D kung sa pagpili ng asawa... kung mali ka ng pinili... forever mong pagsisisihan... :D kung estudyante ka... at me exam... at nangopya ka... me epekto din... kung dalaga ka at sasagot ka ng maling lalaki... me epekto din yan... :D

ang message nya for this is that... we need to pause... and seek His will...
kung anuman ang ginagawa natin ngayun... mag pause muna tayo... at hanapin natin kung anong will ni God. bago ka magdecide sa anumang bagay... mag pause ka muna... kung ang paraan ng pag seek ng will ni God ay manalangin... manalangin ka... or kung pagbabasa ng bible... magbasa ka ng bible... kung bagong believer ka pa lang... at ang will ni God ay maari mong makuha sa mga advice ng small group leaders mo... approach them... basta ang sabi... you need to pause first... then seek His will... :D

yun lang muna... :D
just sharing... :D

new year resolution

2009-01-03T15:33:00.000-08:00

3 na naisip kong new year resolution:

1. pumasok ng maaga sa opis.
2. matulog ng maaga.
3. wag tatamad tamad.

hayan. :D
dagdagan ko yan pag may naisip na ko.

new year resolution

2009-01-02T17:23:00.000-08:00

isa lang sa kin muna. :D

1. pumasok ng maaga sa opis. :D

hehehehe...

yun lang. :D

bahala na yung iba... :D

happy new year. :D

2008-12-31T14:10:00.000-08:00

iniisa isa kong lagyan ng comment sa guestbook mga contacts ko. greeting them a happy new year. :D
kaso sobrang dami... nasa letter "e" pa lang ako... tinamad na ko.
so para sa lahat na lang... :D

happy new year. :D

okies. :D

sabi ni yadiyadiyada.
bawal daw magalit sa new year. :D
happy nga eh... :D
bleH! :D

happy new year!

2008-12-31T01:54:00.000-08:00

unang una... first time kong mag new year dito sa makati... hehehehe!
first time. as in.
usually kasi. either bulacan or pangasinan lang ang new year celebration namin...
so yun.
there's always a first time.
:D
weird. and some funny feeling lang naman.
hehehe.
masaya?
yep. masaya naman. :D
basta. :D
found this blog nga rin pala sa post ng friend ko sa multiply:
----
Even the wise man has no answer...

Pascal once said, “The heart has reasons that reason cannot know."

Don't blame ordinary people if they get confused because even Blaise Pascal gets baffled...
-----
hehehehe... la lang... kuLit.

yun lang. cge.. pahinga muna ko...
pagod. dahil sa...
out of town trip....
hhehehee..
masaya.
kapagod.
worth it naman. :D
----

okies.

happy new year to every one. :D

angels or devils

2008-12-28T04:52:00.000-08:00

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

happy holidays! :D

2008-12-23T20:24:00.000-08:00

merry christmas and happy new year. :D

canon fashion party

2008-12-23T03:36:00.000-08:00

Canon camera users let's jam!
Those who love to shoot fashion and glam, fashion portraits, fashion editorials are welcome to join the Fashion PhotoWorkshop Party FOR FREE!
An entrance fee of Php 200 only will be charge per photographer, and this entitle one to a bottle beer or a cup of coffee, the extra funds will be use to cover the cost of the creative team, studio space and manpower.

Note: Strictly for Canon Camera Users Only! (Amateur + Hobbyist + Semi Advance)
We welcome all Canon DSLR + SLR + Point & Shoot + Camcoder users!

All Fashion PhotoWorkshop Party will be held at OWG Centre in Makati City and soon at OWG Studios in historic Sta.Ana Manila.
In the tradition of the success of "Thursdays@OWG", Master Photographer and Artist Rosscapili (a die-hard Canon camera user) brings back to its course the FREE actual fashion workshop shoot featuring fashion models for photographers, models, mua, stylists portfolio use. Every fashion concept is guaranteed new!
Aspiring models both male and female, hair and make up artists, clothes designers and accessories designers ARE WELCOME TO JOIN. Model's agents and start-up agencies can participate.
Kindly email one_workshop@yahoo.com for blockings

Party schedules : block it now folks!

January 17, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

January 31, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

February 7, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

February 14, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!
(Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

February 28, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

March 14, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

March 28, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

April 11, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

April 25, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

May 16, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

May 30, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

June 13, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

June 27, 2009 (Saturday) Starts at 730PM, ends at 12 Midnight. Limited to 40 photographers per date....so please SIGN UP EARLY!

We welcome all Canon DSLR + SLR + Point & Shoot + Camcoder users!

Further inquiries may be sent to one_workshop@yahoo.com care of Ms. Didith Ladao

Important note:
Non-Canon camera brand users may join this Multiply group provided one must observe proper decorum. This "Fashion PhotoWorkshop Party" was created to expand and present more meaningful usage and knowledge in imagemaking through fashion photography using our most loved Canon Camera and related gadgets=)

DISCLAIMER: This Fashion PhotoWorkshop Party is an initiative event by a "Canon User" for "Canon Users", and is NOT in any way connected to nor sanctioned by Canon Marketing Philippines. Logo branding and display of Canon products in the event site is not permitted.

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Hi to all fellow Canon users:
We have posted a disclaimer here to make things clear to everyone joining this site and for those signing up for the shoot. Please don't expect canon freebies or products to be raffled off during the scheduled events. Again, we are NOT affiliated in any way with Canon Marketing Philippines.
The only freebies will be my passion to teach photography in the area of fine art visualization with my fellow owners of Canon cameras and gears in the most affordable and classy way. OWG will subsidize all the extra expenses.
However, in the future, as owners and users of Canon cameras, we are open to any support from Canon Marketing Philippines that will be given to this group for this act of loyalty and support for Canon merchandise =)

Ross Capili
-President and Creative Director
One Workshop Group (OWG)

-Admin and Facilitator
Fashion PhotoWorkshop Party

- Executive Council
National Commission For Culture and The Arts (NCCA)
Office of the President

- Columnist
Manila Bulletin
Picture Perfect

canon fashion party

2008-12-23T03:35:00.000-08:00

wala lang

2008-12-22T12:34:00.000-08:00

mga kwentong wala lang. :D
hehehe... actually..... nagbabasa kasi ako ng mga libro ni bob ong ngayun...
eh mejo nainspired ako sa mga walang kwenta nyang sulat...
so try ko lang magsulat din... hahaha. :D

---
kanina lang, habang naghihintay makapagbihis ang kasama ko dahil katatapos lang nilang maglaro, nanuod ako ng naglalaro ng badminton.

Nag serve si babae, ubod lakas na ini-smash ni lalake yung shuttle cock.
SHIT! sabi nung babae.
Sapul sa mata. Maluha luha.

Panay ang sorry sa babae.
"di ko naman sinasadya. sorry na."

naisip ko. kung magkasintahan o nanliligaw pa lang, wag maglalaro ng badminton na kalaban mo yung babae. Kundi. Lagot. Tapos. Ang maliligayang araw mo.
Basted ka na. or break na kayo.
hindi ko naman sinasabing mangyayari to o may mga babaeng ganito kababaw, masaktan lang eh break na kagad or basted na kagad or away na.
Pero posible di ba?

----

yan lang. walang kwenta. hahaha... :D

now - mymp

2008-12-21T13:01:00.000-08:00

Now is all I know
Now is all I got
And I don't know
If there will be tomorrow for us.

Now is all I care about
Now that you are here
Now that you're the contents of my heart.

Now you're all I know
Now is all I promise
And I don't know
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I live for
Now that you are near
And it was best that from the start it was clear.

Loving is not owning
We can let it go
We can let it go.

Loving is not owning
You can let me go
You can let me go.

There's a reason
Why we love each other now
And we don't know if this is forever.

There's a reason
Why we are together now
And we don't care if it's not forever now.

Now is all I think about
Now that I am happy
And I'm not sure
If there will be a future for us.

Now is all I offer
It's everything I got
And I still wish
That there will be a tomorrow for us.

We love each other now...

wedding catalog 2

2008-12-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

already done with the post processing.
i'll just need to put my watermarks...
then burn it to CD. :D

my apologies.

here's the sample shot:

was it me?

2008-12-11T07:01:00.001-08:00

there are so many thoughts running thru my head right now....
because of the decision that i made...
damn.. i'm so stupid...
will i ever grow up? when? when will it come?
darn... i'm so freaking stupid...
i'll just let the days pass by...
i'm an idiot...

wishList

2008-12-10T06:01:00.000-08:00

well...
wish list ko from my last post.

1. ~~Hard Drive (300-500GB pede na). :D~~ nakabili na ko. 320gb. :D
2. ~~Tripod. (bumigay na yung tripod ko. huhuhu)~~ nakabili na din ako. vivitar yung tripod. :D
3. auto. (still wishing... hahahahaha... :D)

ka-apers

2008-12-05T08:01:00.000-08:00

kuLitan with apers before the the GA3.
helped in preparing the frames that will be used for the photo exhibit.
yes. ganda nung mga napaprint na pics.
some are great. some are good. and a few. no comments. :D
some did not follow instructions.
some included borders.
some included their watermarks.
some did not follow the 8x12 format.
some do not have titles to their images.
so we were the one to think of what the title is. hahaha. :D
very excited with the GA. and at the same time, hmmmm..
i still have a paid wedding coverage.
so there. nhell.. shared some jokes.
tawis came. epaL lang. some no nonsense conversations.
laugh trip.
we ended by 2am.
hahaha.
then went to mcdo. for some food.
treat by onins. :D
yeboy. :D
then kuLitan lang din. :D
and yeah. proud to be apers.
i'm not excited with the wedding coverage. i'm excited with the GA.
yeah. hope the GA will be a successful one.
still not sleepy. already 5am. :D
hahaha. made another banner for this site.
wala lang. :D addict mode. hahaha.
i need to sleep. for a long day ahead of me.
i must find rest.
adios. :D

age is showing

2008-11-29T06:16:00.000-08:00

this sat morning... played a basketball sa picc... while me did her usual sabay sa dance dance... hehehehe...
havent played for a while... so hayun... pagud pagod...
uwi after... kain ng champorado kina me. :D
then after that... epal lang ako sa photoshop session ng apc... d nga ako pumasok sa loob ng room... kasi block buster... hahahahaha... dami tao... hintay lang..
ate lunch with fellow apers... kuLitan... sobra.... hahahaha... an dami kong naorder... am mahal tuloy ng binayaran... bwahahahaha.... 230petots bawat isa... pero busog naman... hahahaha... antatatakaw nyo! hihihihi... :D
then diretso sa wedding catalog shoot... ako na lang pala ang natira dun sa first batch... hahahaha... bago lahat... c hanz, c icko, c bossing.. at c ajie... bwahahahaha.. :D nung huli humabol si ajie...
so yun... shoot shoot... nung bandang huli... d na kaya ng powers ko... pagud na ku.... me instance na nga na habang nagshshoot sila dun sa taas... nakaidlip na ko.... bwahahahaha...
so wasted... hayun..
then... uwi na kami..
sabay kami ni bossing tawis pauwi... mrt... hehehe... pakner in crime na naman... (kasama ko dati si bossing sa gymboree shoot)... hehehehe.. hayun... kwento kwento ng buhay buhay... hahahaa... :D
then pag uwi... naabutan ko pa dad ko... pero pauwi na sya ng bulacan...
kwentuhan ng konti... hatid sa sakayan... then hayun... dinner muna or tulog?
natulog na lang ako.. nagtxt pa c me kung punta sya or what.. tumawag pa ata sa kin.. d ko na matandaan kung nasagot ko or what...
woke up 2am... hahahaa... putch.. nakatulog na pala ako..
bagsak na ko... chineck ko na lang yung cp ko... hayun... me misscall at me text messages galing kay me...
hayz... d na kya ng katawan ko yung dati kong activities na puro sports... or dahil tagal ko ng d nagssports... hahahaa..
hayun... eto blog ko for sat... :D
pahinga na lang cguro uLit ako...
tanders na... bwahahahahaha... :D

twiLight

2008-11-28T01:54:00.000-08:00

need i say more?
hahaha. well... i asked for a copy of the ebook... planned to read the book before watching the movie..
but when i realize that i will be able to go home early. i invited me to watch it. me already started reading it but not that far enough. and me. i just peek at the beginning of the book.
then we just watched it. hahaha.
the movie started. and. uhmmm... the beginning part is like from the book... uhmm.. don't know exactly coz i totally did not read the whole book. just the first page. ahaha.
then we just enjoyed the movie.
yeah. i really enjoyed it. coz i'm a fan of vampire - human love story (underworld)... hahaha... but this movie is a little different. yeah i may say. :D
i like the fact that when a sunlight is directed to them.. they do not burn... just like typical vampire story... they just....(*spoiler*)
also... the scene that they played baseball... hahaha... i loved it. :D the pitcher is soooo cute... :D hihihihi...
well... the movie is for all... not just for a teeny whinny age group... but for us... also adults... :D hahahaha.. :D
uhmmm... well... not much to blog... coz i dont even read the book so you will not hear any "disappointments/frustrations" from me... hahaha...
one of the pressures if you read the book is that you will compare your imagination to what the director's interpretation is... so if it does not fits you... you are disappointed... well...
we just enjoyed the movie... and yes... for me.. i enjoyed it... :D
will also look forward to the next installment of the "underworld" movie... the rise of the lycans... :D yeah... it is included in one of the movies that are coming soon... so wait for it... i'm sure... gonna love it too... :D
that's it... just blogged it..
yeah.. i really liked the movie...
need i say more? :D

Aperturista General Assembly/Go-See For A Model Portfolio Shoot

2008-11-27T02:45:00.000-08:00

Aperturista General Assembly/Go-See For A Model Portfolio Shoot
Photo Exhibit // Official T-shirt Launch With Mini Fashion Show // Live Band

December 6, 2008 (Saturday)
6:00 PM onwards
Tony's Restobar, Morato, Quezon City
(In front of United Architect of the Philippines, 100m from Barracks)

Are you a model? Or an aspiring one? Or a talent handler? You are invited to a go-see for a model portfolio shoot.

Meet your future photographers. Be there as they showcase some of their best work thru a photo exhibit. You can book a photoshoot right away. Spread the news! You can invite your friends, too. No guest list, no entrance fee. Everyone is VIP.

For more inquiries, PM any APERTURISTA at http://aperturistacommunity.multiply.com

wishlist

2008-11-24T03:36:00.000-08:00

well i'll try to write down my wishlists for christmas.
wish lang naman eh. :D

1. Hard Drive (300-500GB pede na). :D
2. Tripod. (bumigay na yung tripod ko. huhuhu)
3. auto. (para me wheels. need lang din. pahiram... pede din. budget ko. maliit lang. - bwahahaha.. kuripot talaga...)

wala pa kong naiisip na iba... yan lang muna...
yan ang mga needs and wants ko ngayun. :D

psalms 12

2008-11-05T16:06:00.000-08:00

it's been how many days since i blogged about the psalms...

i believe God's word is new every morning.. and even if you read it repeatedly... everyday.. God will give you some insights that you still haven't realize...

so here it is..

psalms 12:1-4

Help Lord, for the godly man ceases!
For the faithful disappear from among the sons of men.
They speak idly everyone with his neighbor;
With flattering lips and a double heart they speak.
May the Lord cut off all the flattering lips,
And the tongue that speak proud things,
Who have said,
"With our tongue we will prevail;
Our lips are our own;
Who is lord over us?"

I was reminded of someone who thinks he is already better than the others... who thinks he is more righteous... that what he said is correct... a proud one... is it because that he stayed in the ministry... can he consider himself holier than the others who left? i dont think so... the others left because God placed them in other places where they can still serve God... with their own will or not... God only knows... and if one day God return them to that place... will he question their motives? will he think that they have their own motives just to go back to that place... it is so sad to think that people who stayed have those mindsets... will there be a revival of that group one day? i don't know... what if the revival should have taken place... should he had not cancel the opportunity to minister... i'm not in the position to judge... lest i dont want to be judged also... but i just write this... to say what my observation is... getting the excuse that "you should have known the real story".. but i believe... i already had the grasp of it... "you should have been here"... why should i?... and questioning why in the world that all of a sudden that i went there... had a free time.. you should have also known the real story behind that... and not accuse me of anything... well.. i believe... everything happens for a reason... for good or for bad? we cannot tell... only God knows... if you think you obeyed God... do you think you are more righteous now than the others? if you disobeyed him... will he punish you with your life? i dont think so... God gives and takes away life... He has His own reason... there are times that when you obeyed... that is the time that he takes away... does that mean... you are disobedient that's why he took it away... i dont think so... should the activity pushed through and nothing bad happened.. what will happen to you... it will just prove that the speaking of "God" to you is not right... havent you notice that out of nowhere... God provides worker who will help in that activity... that people are willing to go even if they are outside the country... isnt it so much of a revelation that God is saying yes.... go to this activity... even if there are bad people outside... will it give him much glory if we can testify that even if there are bad people... the activity is still successful... by God's grace... well.. damaged has been done... the hopes of some of the people who badly needed this activity were crushed... still using the name of the group... so sad...

i said my piece...

obama

2008-11-04T17:09:00.000-08:00

barrack obama

- 44th president and the first african - american to win the US Elections

congrats. :D

change

2008-11-04T16:27:00.000-08:00

people do change.... for good or for bad? we cannot tell... and to where you are standing right now... do you have any regrets.... that you left that place? i dont know... you missed that but is there anything that you can still do to make there? to be there? to give any help? well... i still don't know... only God knows where He will put you... make the most of where you are right now... you cannot turn back time... make the most of what you have.... all for His glory... "sayang"... many people do say that... you can only say that if you are not happy with what you are doing right now... so yeah... i'm happy with what i am doing right now.... does that mean... you may not be able to serve God if you are not on that place... you can.. wherever you are.... only God knows what's inside your heart...

hayzzzzz

2008-11-02T00:31:00.000-07:00

*sigh*

arggghhhh...

2008-10-23T16:00:00.000-07:00

dahiL isa akong pasaway... hayan.... nagdurusa sa aking nagawang pagpapabaya...
una... yung motor... next yung work ko... hayzzz.....
sana matapos na ang lahat ng ito... huhuhuhuhuhu... :D

Please vote

2008-10-22T09:57:00.000-07:00

I came across this site. there is an on going contest. i submitted a photo.
Please vote.
Thanks.

Just click the link and vote for me. :D

Vote for my photo!vote

nothing.

2008-10-21T20:42:00.000-07:00

always had this blog. as if i will write. nothing. just to say that i have written a blog.
well. what's new? uhmmm... last week... we joined the canon photomarathon... yeah... many freebies... and i enjoyed the contest... even though i did not won anything... uhmmm... we won sa games nga pala... super suLit nman... daming natutunan.. how to win the contest? hmmm... no secret formula... depende sa judge... depende sa composition... depende sa luck/tsamba moments... and ewan.. i dont know... well... for me.. i had some good shots... but not a winning photo... but yeah.. i super enjoy the event... libre lahat.. :D nga lang pamasahe hindi...
it was held at antipolo... not a familiar place for me.. and i went straight from work. almost... just went home... then change... rest 20 mins... then yun... i went directly to the bus service... no bfast. no nothing.. but i want to experience it... the joy in shooting with your fellow aperturistas... mejo madami din kami... as usual... kuLitan to the max... epaLan... waLa lang... so no dull moments... kahit konti lang tulog ko.. and yun nga... enjoy... sabihin ko uLit... enjoy... na enjoy ako.. :D
yun lang... dami kong natutunan... hmmm... added experience... lessons learned.. :D pero enjoy... kuLit ko noh... enjoy... yan yung word how you describe the the event..
:D

psalms 11

2008-10-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

"in the Lord, i put my trust...."

mGa TanOng

2008-10-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

1. Bakit ka EMO?
2. nakakahawa ba ang pagiging EMO?
3. kapag EMO sila... dapat ba ikaw din?
4. kapag nagbblog sila... dapat ba ikaw din?

EMO - Senti - Madrama - Mukmok - Loner - Lungkot

pakisagot.

TOINK!

psalms 10

2008-10-14T15:04:00.000-07:00

To do justice to the
fatherless and the
oppressed,
That the man of the earth
may oppress no more.
- psalms 10.18

Paano Na Kaya

2008-10-13T04:39:00.000-07:00

para sa mga eMO Friends ko....

song by bugoy, kapatid ng namayapang c buloy... :D (anyinyinyi... :D)

---

Paano Na Kaya
by Bugoy

Wooohhhh...

Paano nga ba napasukan ang gusot na ito
'Di naman akalaing magbabago ang pagtingin sa 'yo ohh wooh
Mula nang makilala ka, umikot ang mundo ko
'Di na kayang ilihim at itago ang nararamdamang ito wooh...

Paano na kaya, 'di sinasadya
'Di kayang magtapat ang puso ko
Bakit sa dinami-rami ng kaibigan ko ikaw pa
Paano na kaya 'di sinasadya
Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko
Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigan
'Di masabi ang nararamdaman
Paano na kaya

Kung malaman ang damdamin at 'di mo tanggapin
'Di ko yata matitiis mawala ka
Kahit 'sang saglit man lang...wooohhhh....

Paano na kaya 'di sinasadya
'Di kayang magtapat ang puso ko
Bakit sa dinami-rami ng kaibigan ko ikaw pa
Paano na kaya, 'di sinasadya
Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko
Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigang
'di masabi ang nararamdaman
Paano na kaya

At kung magkataong ito'y malaman mo
Sana naman tanggapin mo ohh woohh

Bakit sa dinami-rami ng kaibigan ko ikaw pa
Paano na kaya' di sinasadya
Ba't nahihiya ang puso ko
Hirap nang umibig sa isang kaibigang
At baka hindi maintindihan
Paano na kaya

pinsan ko.

2008-10-11T21:51:00.000-07:00

waLang magawa... i post ko na lang mga gawa ng pinsan ko... har har har.. :D

proud ako... hehehehe.. :D

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Limang Dipang Tao

2008-10-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

Limang Dipang Tao

Limang dipang taong nagtutulakan
sa abenidang aking napagdaanan
Nag-aabang ng masasakyan, patungo kung saan,
di ko malaman

Sa aking dyipning sinasakyan,
mayroong natanaw na mama
Sa dinami-rami ng nagdaraan, ikaw pa ang nakita,
ikaw pa ang nakita
May kasamang dalaga, (may kasamang dalaga)

Para, mama dito na lang, bababa na ako
Para, mama dito na lang, heto ang bayad ko
Para na sabi, para na sabi, para mama
Para na diyan sa tabi!

Limang dipang taong nagtutulakan,
ang dinaanan ko sa paghabol sa iyo
Tinatanaw ang pagakay mo
sa babaeng pinagseselosan ko

Sa pagmamadali nadapa ako,
sa bangketang kinatatayuan nyo
Lumapit ka't tinulungan ako,
at kita'y tinitigan
mga mata'y nagkabanggaan
Ano ba itong naramdaman?

Sorry, mama pasensiya ka na, akala ko'y asawa kita
Sorry, mama pasensiya ka na, sorry't naabala ka pa
Sorry na sabi, sorry mama, sorry't napagkamalan ka

Limang dipang taong nagtutulakan
sa Abenidang aking kinatatayuan
nagaabang ng masasakyan
patungo kung saan, 'di ko malaman

Limang dipang taong naguunahan
sa unting sasakyang nagdaraan
sayang ang dyipning kanina'y lulan
at ngayo'y nagsisisi, sa aking pagbubusisi

malaking pagkakamali

Para, mama sasakay po, limang dipang taong nagtutulakan
Para, mama sasakay po, limang dipang taong nag-uunahan
Para na sabi, para mama, para na diyan sa tabi.

Para na sabi, Para na sabi, Para na diyan sa tabi

Para na sabi para na sabi para na diyan sa tabi!

song number 9

2008-10-09T11:13:00.000-07:00

I will praise You, O LORD,
with my whole heart;
I will tell of all Your
marvelous works.

I will be glad and rejoce in
You;
I will sing praise to Your
name, O Most High.
- psalms 9:1, 2

i had a break from my work and from the everyday puyat, inom and lakwatsa.
went to the province. helped out promoting a youth camp. talked to some pastors. listened to their testimonies on how the Lord was able to provide their needs. was able to build a camp site. and how God had blessed them with new leaders. and seeing through their genuine eyes, how amazing our God is. they do not have financial concerns.. errr.. they do not worry about it... they just believe that God will provide... every now and then... they will tell you that this one and that one, they are provided by God....

looking at their perspective... how good it is to see people. without stable jobs, without a high paying salary to not worry about their financial concerns... yeah there is a fact that we all have financial concerns... but they will differ on how we approach them... for us in the metro... we need to have our own way... to sell this, take a loan, borrow some money, etc... but for them... they just trust God. and yeah... they believe that God will provide for their needs and yeah, God does.

how about us? if our job was taken from us, if we do not have a high paying salary, what will be our way? do we take our own way or God's way...

i still believe that it is not mere accident that i went there. i believe God wants me to go there to learn something.. to learn how to trust Him... trust God more...

by reading through this chapter. when you look at verse 18, it says:

For the needy shall not
always be forgotten;
The expectation of the poor
shall not perish forever.
- psalms 9:18

from now on, i will memorize this verse, i will share this to people that thinks that their needs are forgotten by God this is a promise from Him that we can hold to. God keeps His promises.

have a blessed day. :D

i'm back

2008-10-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

i'm back yaya...
hehehehe....
i returned to civiLization...
but my stay there was worth it...
i had my rest...
i'm back. :D

paLpaK

2008-10-05T07:29:00.000-07:00

weLL... etO Lang masasabi ko...
paLpaK HaLos Lahat ng mga shoot ko...
started Last Sunday...
d ko ALam na me shoot paLa... [#1]
d tuLoy yung ocuLar namin Last wednesday.... umuuLan Kasi... [#2]
Late ako dumating sa divi photowaLk... uminom kasi kinagabihan... [#3]
hindi nakapagshoot sa PNR.. kasi waLang permit.. (kung nakapag ocuLar lang... aLam sana namin na keLangan ng permit)... [#4]
me shoot ako sa fashion show sa sm center point... pagdating ko tapos na... (umuLan kasi and ang tagal namin sa max rob manila kumain... dahil din sa kwentuhan)... [#5]
d rin nakasama sa ocuLar para sa Canon photomarathon... (umuLan din kasi...) [#6]

shet... dami kapalpakan netong linggo na to... huhuhuhu.... pero ayus lang.. :D
Lagi ko nman kasama mga aperturistas... so oks lang... :D
tingin ko... closeness ko na yun iba... or feeLing Lang... hehehehe... :D
daming naLaLaman tungKoL sa mga buhay ng kung sino sino... pero Sempre... sikReto lang ang Lahat... bawaL maLaman ng iba... nag open up sa yo eh... so dapat... keep mo secrets niLa... hehehehe... ako din... shet.. niLagLag ko sariLi ko... hehehehhe... me sinabi ako na d ko daPat sinabi... shet... shet shet taLAga.... bwahahaha... ayus na yun... at Least kahit papano... nakapagLabas ako ng konti... hihihihihi... hayz.... ayLab-Aperz... kaya hindi ko maseryoso ang pag resign eh... meron kasi neto... hayzzz... ewan ko ba... ikaw? Lab mo ba aperzzz?? hehehehhe... :D

psalms 8

2008-10-01T16:27:00.000-07:00

psalms 8:4 - "what is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him?"

it continued with that we are created a little lower than the angels and has crowned him with glory and honor... that we are made to have dominion over God's creation...

true. we are special in the eyes of God.

when we think that our life is worth nothing and we dont have a value in this world. revisit this verse and you will realize that you are special... God is mindful of you... and that we are created just a little lower than the angels.. and that we are above any of his creation... it also says that we have dominion over them....

just think about it. :D

psalms 7

2008-10-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

my 7th entry of the book of psalms.

"My defense is of God, which saveth the upright in heart." - psalms 7:10

"I will praise the Lord according to his righteousness: and will sing praise to the name of the Lord most high" - psalms 7:17

there are time when we think that all of the people that surrounds us conspire against us. when we think that we have no one to turn to. me against the world. when nothing seems right.. when all our decisions have conflict with others... when those decisions, seems right at first but then, nobody agrees with us... and so... wala tayong kakampi... :(

in this chapter, the psalmist declare that his defense is God, he has someone who is above all that he can turn to. he believes that whoever his enemies are, God is with him, no matter what.. and at the end of the chapter... he praised God. praised Him for what he hath done to the psalmist. :D

lessons:
1. God is with us no matter what.
2. always praise Him.

okies. :D

psalms 6

2008-09-29T13:16:00.000-07:00

psalms 6:2 - have mercy upon me, O Lord; for I am weak: O Lord, heal me; for my bones are vexed.

nosebleed ako. an lalim nung english.. hehehehe... so for another look. i browsed my new king james version. (O Lord heal me for my bones are troubled.)

and looking at my new king james bible, the title of this song's chapter is "A prayer of faith in time of distress"

then also read, To the Chief Musician . With stringed instruments. On an eight stringed harp. A psalm of david.

- meaning when david sang this psalm, he is playing with a harp and he is troubled.

how many times do we feel weak? how many times we think that we cannot do anything because we are powerless? we cannot... and so we are down. we have no strength.

i too felt this a few weeks ago. i felt that i cannot do anything on my situation. i have financial concerns and i tried to do a solution on my own. i tried to look for another job. tried to sell my stocks. to withdraw my savings from the company.

but then, God's way is different. He reminds me that "Hey kid, I will provide, I will not leave you, will not forsake you. ;)".

and so, my financial concerns were answered and that I believed that God will be there for me in the coming months. He will provide me all the things that I need.

as to answer the prayer of David, read verse 9 which says "The Lord hath heard my supplication; the Lord will receive my prayer".

Lessons learned.
1. when we feel we are weak, there is a God whom we can turn to.
2. we pray
3. believe that God will heal us, will answer all our prayers.

Thank you Lord for this wonderful psalm written by David, the man close to your heart. :D

-- PJ

fifth

2008-09-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

a yeah... the psalm again... ok [deadma]...

hehehe.. if you came across to a passage in the bible... would you say?

1. ... ah... yeah... that again... nah... i'll look for another blog...
2. ok. bible again.
3. so religious...
4. hahahaha...
5. sus...
6. hindi bagay...
7. duh!? haller? are you drugs?
8. sabog ka ba?
9. nakainom ka noh?
10. ok ka lang?

ok. still... as long as i can. i will write about this... when will i stop blogging this book of psalms? i dont know.. kapag tinamad na? kapag pagod na? or kapag busy na sa kung anu anong bagay...

so habang hindi pa... here's another entry...

"give ear to my words, o LORD; consider my meditations." - psalms 5:1

for this chapter... this is the thing that strikes me the most...

when we pray, do we believe that God is really hearing our prayers? do we say... can God still hear me? eh ang dami dami namin nangyayari...

naririnig nya kaya ako? oks lang ba makipagusap sa kanya? will he consider my meditations?

well... according to the scriptures... this psalm/song is about a person, asking God... communicating with God... to hear his prayers...

i remembered one person said... "ni hindi ko nga alam kung pano makipag usap sa kanya... kaya hindi ako nagdadasal..."

for me, to pray is to converse with God... to communicate with Him... to fellowship with Him... how can we know the message of God? by reading His words. :D

yeah.. this is my personal prayer
- give ears to my words o LORD; consider my meditations. :D

psalm 4

2008-09-28T15:35:00.000-07:00

"but know that the Lord hath set apart him that is godly for himself: the LORD will hear when i call unto him." - psalms 4:3

yesterdays sermon is to live an uncommon life... uncommon... meaning to live a holy life...

it is uncommon, because in leviticus, there is an instructions to the israelites for them to distinguish what is holy and common, what is clean and unclean... so therefore... the opposite of common is holy... :D

being holy is also instructed by God. for He is holy... what is holy?

mistakenly... people think of holy as being someone who is wearing a white dress or something... but the truth is... being holy is to be set apart... not living the life like what the common people does...

it is a challenge for us... to live an uncommon life.. to be holy...

another thing with the verse is that... God will hear us when we call unto Him..
He hears our prayers... :D

3rd of psalms

2008-09-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

v5 - I laid me down and slept; I awaked; for the LORD sustained me.

time to sleep. time to take a rest. for tomorrow is another day. another new challenges and another time to work. :D

for after we slept. God will renew our strengths for us to survive a new day...

goodbye... good night...

sunday

2008-09-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

funny how things went on for today...

as usual... busy weekend for me... it already appears to me that doing and loving photography will make you sacrifice some things... like time for your family and stuff....

saturday.. we had aperturista GA at lamesa ecopark... then i had a prenup photoshoot with kuya juville and ate jen.. then after that. rest at home... then attended a party with my friends...

went home around 3.30am... didnt drink that much... pagod na kasi... and yoko abusuhin katawan ko...

woke up today at around 11am... then check the internet... not knowing that i have a photoshoot for today... i decided to go home to bulakan... to see my lola and my cousin who is so ill.

sory guys... nakalimutan ko me shoot today... waLa rin akong received misscaLL or paramdam... na meron paLa photoshoot. :(

here's my pic... basag pa rin....

shot was taken whiLe i was on a tricycLe. :D

ok. so i arrived there... then after that... ate some lunch. :D niLagang baka... so ayus.. :D
then went to my cousin's house...

we chatted and we prayed for hi fast heaLing... i also pray that God may give him a peace of mind. because he always worry and cannot sleep... one of the reasons of his slow recovery... hopefully... sana me epekto ang pag eencourage ko sa kanya... to fight and recover faster para sa pamilya nya...

then after... went back to manila... attended the 7pm service..

then ate at market market... binalot... :D then went home...

edit some stock photos from the alchemy shoot. :D
sample pic..

ok... :)

psaLm 2

2008-09-27T18:17:00.000-07:00

"...blessed are they that put their trust in him." - psalms 2.12b

yes. this is true.

enough said.

a psaLm a day

2008-09-26T10:24:00.000-07:00

yeah. starting today. till i finish this book. (hopefully).

will start to meditate the book of psalms. dont worry. wont be posting the whole verses in the bible.

when i met people. and when they knew that my name is armando psalms. here are some of their reactions..
- ah, the book in the bible? [yep]
- so what's your sister's name? [genesis and mark]
- have you read it? [most of it. but not all]
- do you memorized it? [hello? hahaha. too many verses to memorize. but yeah i do know some of the chapters]
- it's not on you... hindi bagay sa yo yung name... [ok]
- holy ka cguro.... [uh? heLLo?]
- ah, ok. you must be religious... [nope. i'm not]
- and so on... and so on...

yeah. so basically. a bad person i am. kakatapos ko lang uminom. 3 bottles of san mig light. finished by 3.30am. but yeah. i'm still awake 5.04am already. and we have a Aperturista GA today. meeting place is mcdo quezon ave. 7am. oh... what. hahaha.. and still cant sleep.. hahaha... gudlak...

then i went to the CR. and when i'm goin back to my room.. dad gave me a new bible. hahaha. thankful naman ako. king james version. always the version that i love. hindi nasanay sa ibang version ng bible. always this one. eto daw kasi yung isa sa mga unang version. kung baga sa software. version 1.0. or version 2.0..... hehehehe... la lang. so sempre... basahin... ibinigay eh...

isa lang ibig sabihin nun... magbasa daw ako ng bible.... hihihihi...

okies. so yeah... back to our topic. which a psalm a day... so i'll make it to a point to read a chapter in psalms. then the verse that will struck me the most... will be posted and i will give lessons that i learned... bLog ko to... so kung ayaw nyo nung lessons learned ko... gawa kayo ng sariLi nyong bLog... hehehehe..

okies.

so to start. Psalms 1 sempre.. pag binabalak kong magbasa... umpisahan ko sa psalms 1. so yun... eto na naman uLit ako...

here. it says. blessed is the man that walked not in the counsel of the ungodly nor standeth in the way of the sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful...and so on... and so on...

this is the first chapter... so the psalmist started the book right... with saying that... blessed are those who keep their paths straight.... righteous... not doing what the sinners do....

and the verse that i will discuss is the verse 6. for the Lord knoweth the way of the righteous; but the way of the ungodly shall perish...

righteous... according to mareng meriam at kay pareng webster... and righteous daw ay - acting in accord with divine or moral law : free from guilt or sin

hmmmmm..... at hmm... uLit... nosebLeed ako... well.... ayun sa aking pagkakaintindi... and pagiging righteous is to do the things right in the eyes of God...

reflection: am i doing the right thing? or even if i knew that it is wrong already... i still keep doing it..... tsk1000000x [antz expression].... hahaha..

keLan ba dapat itigiL ang paggawa ng maLi? or keLan dapat ipagpatuLoy ang paggawa ng tama [right] in the eyes of God....

it's my refLection... hope you'll have time to refLect on yourselves too....

i'LL repeat myseLf... i'm not that gooody gooody gooody.... but yeah... i'm not that too bad naman....

so much for that.... Looking forward to another psalm. :D

Lord knows your ways [righteous], the way of the ungodly shall perish....

think about it... ;)

photobLog: Emma Castro

2008-09-26T05:48:00.000-07:00

From now on. I will also create my photoblog.

here's my sample pics last sept 20, 2008. modeL shoot.

the concept was "futuristic".

before this shoot. the original plan was that there will be two modeLs. then, the concept will be aeon-flux like... so we have two modeLs. emma at ylarae. but aparently. we do not have a make up artist. we first contacted sir Bong. but he is not available. contacted other MUAs. none. and it came to a point that i posted a blog regarding the need for a mua. yeah. you read that. :D even jun, modeL friend, helped me out. (thanks bro). on the day before the shoot. still no mua. mel gave us numbers. and someone texted us. at first the mua said ok for the xdeal. but then again. he asks for a price. so NO. hehehe. then ANtz told me that he already contacted a mua. care of icko. hehehe. :D thanks icko and heather. :D

sorry oLi. i was not able to invite you because of the lack of mua. and the tentativity of this modeL shoot. next time.. next time. :D

so here it is.

modeL: emma castro - http://kikopagong.multiply.com
mua: heather hafalla
photog: pj azurin - http://pjazurin.multiply.com

i like this shot. because, of the pose. the composition. the ring.

this one. i like because of the close up. and emma is really beautiful. and make up was great. :D

i love the complexity of this pose. :D

this one. the fierce look. nice. :D

nice pose. :D

coming out from the exhaust fan.

i like the lighting of this one. :D

all in all... is it futuristic? hmmm... nah.. but the modeL shoot went weLL.. thanks guys. :D

i wanna thank God

2008-09-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

yeah. that's right.

just want to thank God for today.

dumating na pinagbentahan ko nung stocks ko. napa WOW ako. hehehe. hayun. me pondo sa condo na naman. hayy... He never failed to surprise me. :D

thank You. po. :D

so much! for the blessings... for the provision... for everything Lord. :D

yun Lang pow. bow. :D

busy weekend

2008-09-20T15:45:00.000-07:00

started last friday.
was invited by pat to have a party/videoke/drinking session at nell's house.
i arrived there at around 11.30pm.
had fun with fellow aperturistas.
mejo bangag siLa lahat.
sukahan dito.
sukahan dun.
c Pat - bangag#1. Super KuLet. kung anu ano pinagggawa. bwahahaha
c Christer - bangag#2. bwahahaha... tinuLak c Frankie sa sofa... subsob.
c Fritz - red Face. bwahahahaha... sengLot na rin. they have to leave early kasi me lasingan pa cLang pupuntahan.
c Frankie - bangag#3. nyahahahaha... grabe... kaawa yung katawan ni Frankie. tinuLak. sumubsob. nagsuka. bumagsak sa kama ng iLang beses. LashengLot. hik! :D
c Nell - bangag#4. quiet lang... pero hayun. suKa din...
c ara - suKA din. hahahhaa.

weLL. ang mga matitibay. ako(late na kasi ako), pao, meL, and kat. :D

i left the house by 3.30am. uwi. then tuLog.

woke up around 11.30am. then diretso sa boni. me shoot naman kami with emma.
me mua kaming nahanap. thanks guys for those who heLp us looking for a mua. (jun salamat bro, sa effort, kahit waLa tayong nakuha).. courtesy of antz and icko. :D c heather.

hayun. waited for 2 hours para intayin ang mua.

magaLing c heather. so PanaLo yung make up nya ke emma. :D
then shoot proper.

wrap up by 5.30PM. emma had to leave and kami din meron kaming lakad.

punta kami ng Alchemy after. to shoot for the Tanned Swimwear Fashion shoot.
shoot shoot. :D
dinner muna kiLa Pat, bago kami pumunta dito. epALan with ePaL's FamiLy. hahaha... saLamat PAt sa Andoks at sa dinner. hehehehe.

then yun. ALchemy..
hayz. kapagod.

after? san kami? diretso kami sa Jaipur. first time ko pumunta dun so ayuz...
VIP kami kasi me kakiLALA c Friendly Ajie. :D
e Mainit dun...

Labas kami niLa mark, pat, bachocho and aLan. Lipat kami sa embassy.
punta Kami Lahat dun. bwahahahah... elaine, ajie, alan.

hayun... first time ko din pumunta. dun.. 3 tatak ko. aLchemy, jaipur at embassy. whoah. first time club hopping. bwahahahaha...

finished by 3am. diretso kami sa mcdo. cLa pat and mark, umuwi na. soLo time. bwahahaha.

then hayun. kahit bagsak na ko. diretso pa kami sa MetrowALk. for starbucks.
hahaha... wasted na ko... thank you eLaine sa Libre... hayus... :D me gana manlibre... naHug sya ni fafa mark sa picture picture eh... nakx. :D

hayun. uwian. 5.30am. bwahhahahaha..

pag uwi. browse muna sa internet. then tuLog.
gising ng 10am.

me Raket pala ako with bossing today. kaya d ako makakauwi ng bulakan. wah.:D

so gudLak na lang sa kin today. nyahahaha...
ligo na ko then diretso na ko dun sa shangriLa. magpicturepicture sa mga bata. :D

okies. :D
hahaha. hectic.

after magchurch ako sa vcf fort. for 7pm service. :D

oks. ciao. :D

differences in approach

2008-09-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

I found this entry on my friend's blog, which was also taken from a book.
I asked his permission if I can repost this, and he says OK. :D
thanks bro josef. :D
here's his originaL bLog. :D
http://josefpanerio.com/blog/

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From : Langford’s Advance Photography 7th Edition

Amateur

People often describe themselves as ‘only’ amateurs, as if apologizing for this status. After all,the word amateurish suggests the second rate. However, amateur simply means that you earnyour living doing something else. Do not assume that amateur photography must always beinferior to professional photography. Each requires an attitude of mind which differs in severalways – but is not necessarily ‘better’ or ‘worse’. As an amateur, you may envy the professional, wishing you could combine business with pleasure into a kind of full-time hobby, using professional equipment and facilities. However, the professional knows that much of the hidden advantage of being amateur is the freedom you have to shoot what and when you like. You can develop your own ideas – experiment in approach, subject and technique – without much concern over how long any of this might take. You can be self-indulgent. (Throughout the history of photography many amateurs have been the visual innovators, such as Julia Margaret Cameron, Paul Strand, Ralph Eugene Meatyardand Jacques-Henri Lartigue.) As an amateur, you can work for an exhibition or a competition of your choice – or just for yourself or family. You can also enjoy the equipment and techniques as a refreshing change from your daily work. On the other hand, you lack the pressure of deadlines, the challenge of commissions and commercial competition to keep you on your toes. It is easy to become complacent or set targets too low to be much of a challenge. After all, the world is not bounded by the judge’s view ofphotography at the local camera club. If you want to take your hobby seriously, you should find the time to keep yourself aware of trends by looking at published photographs and visiting galleries. In this way you can widen your knowledge of how different people use photography to express ideas and communicate information.

Professional

A professional photographer must be reliable. He or she also needs financial and organizational skills, just as much as visual and technical expertise, in order to stay in business. People rely on you as a professional to produce some sort of result, always. Failure does not simply mean youreceive no fee – most work is commissioned, so you have let someone down. A client’s moneyinvested in models, props, special locations, etc. is thrown away, a publication deadline may bemissed or an unrepeatable event remains undocumented.You therefore have to ensure – as far as humanly possible – that everything in the chainbetween arriving to shoot and presenting the finished work functions without fail. You need tobe an effective organizer of people, locations, transport, etc., able to make the right choice oftime and day, and, of course, arrive punctually yourself. You must be able to anticipate hold-ups and avoid them. As a last resort, you should know how to act if a job has to be abandoned or re-shot. Pressures of this kind are both a worry and a stimulus – but, of course, they make a successful result all the more worth while. Working professionally also means that you have to produce results at an economical speedand cost. You must think of overheads such as rent and taxes, and equipment depreciation, as wellas direct costs such as photographic materials and fuel. It is seldom possible to linger longingly over a job as if it was a leisure occupation. You also need to know how to charge – how to cost outa commission accurately and balance a reasonable profit margin against client goodwill (will theycome again?), bearing in mind the competition and the current going rate for the job. Equipment is no more or less than a set of tools from which you select the right ‘spanner’for the picture you have in mind. Every item must give the highest quality results but also berugged and reliable – vital gear may need duplicate backup. The cost of fouling up an assignment because of equipment failure can be greater than the photographic equipment itself, so it is a false economy to work with second-rate tools. You must know too when to invest in new technology, such as digital gear, and what is best to buy.

One of the challenges of professional work is to make interesting, imaginative photographs within the limitations of a dull commercial brief. For example, how do you make a strong pictureout of a set of ordinary plastic bowls – to fill an awkward-shaped space on a catalogue page? Eventually, you should be able to refuse the more dead-end work, but at first you will need every commission you can find. In the same way, you must learn how to promote yourself and build up a range of clients who provide you with the right subject opportunities and freedom to demonstrate your ways of seeing, as well as income. Another relatively open way of working is to freelance as a supplier of pictures for stock libraries. Photography is still one of the few occupations in which you can create and make things as a one-person business or department. It suits the individualist – one reason why the great majority of professional photographers are self-employed. There is great personal satisfaction ina job which demands daily use of visual and technical skills.

‘Independent’

Photography does not just divide neatly into amateur and professional categories. After all, it isa medium – of communication, expression, information, even propaganda – and as such can be practised in hundreds of different ways. You can shoot pictures purely to please yourself and developyour style; for example, working for one-person exhibitions, books and sponsored projects, awards and scholarships. It is possible to build up a national or international reputation in this way if your photography is good enough. You can sell pictures through galleries or agents as works of art. To begin with at least most of these so-called ‘independent’ photographers make their living from another occupation such as teaching, writing or some other kind of photographically related full- or part-time job. Independent photography relies on the growing number of galleries, publications and industrial and government sponsors of the arts interested in our medium. In this, photography follows long established patterns in painting, poetry, music, etc. Ifyou are sufficiently motivated, then working for yourself free of commercial pressures can leadto exciting avant-garde results. Some independent photographers work for political or otherideological beliefs. Outlets here include pressure groups, trade unions, charities, arts centres,local community associations, specialist publishing houses and archives. It is one of the greatstrengths of photography that so many of these options are open to be explored.

be stiLL

2008-09-14T06:19:00.000-07:00

"Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth." Psalms 46:10

lately i've been very busy on work, photography and on finding where to get an ample amount of money for my financial concerns.

sold my this and that, withdrawn something and that... well... basically... doing my own thing.. my way... my own strategy... my own.... mine.. mine.. mine...

but that just leave me to be stressed out... to worry more... to be at the point where in i'm looking for another job... another company with a high paying salary... wether here or abroad... can be content with the amount of money i'm getting now...

but when looking at it... i still can't figure out where will i get this or that... damn... i'm so stupid... i'm powerless... i cannot do anything about it...

then friday comes... there it is... one by one.. i am realizing that truly... God will provide for His children... even though super pasaway akong anak... hehehe.. yeah... truly.. God is amazing...

just this sunday in the church. this is the topic. "uncommon God"... yeah... our God is holy... uncommon.. amazing.. great and yeah.. He is God...

just as the pastor said...

"you are God, i am not..."

how many times do we take charge? how many times do we say to ourselves that. hey. i can do this. i can do that. but in the end. we cannot.... we fail... and right there... we do not... because. still God makes a way... saving us... from shame... from everything...

just want to share.

i'm not that super duper goody goody guy... but hey. i have a relationship with my God. and every now and then. i have this checkpoints. realizations. that yeah. we can do nothing without Him...

just that....

WANTED: mua

2008-09-09T05:16:00.000-07:00

I'LL be having a modeL shoot on Sept 20.
I'll be needing a mua[make up artist].
xdeaL sempre.
PM me if interested. i'LL discuss to you the concept.
thanks. ÜÜ

what to do next?

2008-09-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

if you are not promoted, will you stay?
if you are not happy with what you are doing, will you stay?
if you have financial concerns and it is not enough here, will you stay?
if you feel you are betrayed, will you stay?

toink!

2008-08-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

kapagod mag organize ng isang modEL shoot.
pero kakatuwa din naman. mejo malaki nga lang yung grupo. kaya kapagod talaga.
hahaha. next moDeL shoot. onti na lang muna yung kasama.
sorry po. kung me mga hindi nag enjoy at me nasaktan.
sorry densio. toink. kuLet kasi. mejo naputOL pisi ko. ikaw ang napalo ko. tOink.

salamat sa mga mOdeLs.
mae, apriL, Leah, chesCa and ione.
nice workin with all of you.
sana nag enJOy kayo at sana nabusog kayo sa pakain. hehehe. :D
sana pede pa kayo mainvite uLet.

sa mga Aperturista.
nice to meet yung mga d ko pa nakikita.
d ko na kayo hihingan ng feedback. hindi naman to GA/EB. hahahaha.
sana nag enjoy kayo. at nabusog sa pagkain. wahahaha.

oks.

ciao. :P

nande mo nai

2008-08-13T16:14:00.000-07:00

nothing.
just want to blog.
it's been weeks since the last post.
so i just put some letters.
some characters into this blog.
there's so many thoughts running on my mind.
but i cant let it be known to the public.
damn.
i'm in a kinda worst situation right now.
but i still can manage.
friday is the judgement day.
to stay or to leave.
it will depend on that.
last night.
discussed about going back to canada.
for me just to stay.
damn.
am i? or am i not.
wah. keeping me crazy.
all these financial problems that i have.
i am thinking.
to stay or to leave.
yeah.
we'll know.
we'll know.

happy bday

2008-07-28T04:34:00.000-07:00

bago ang lahat. batiin muna kita ng happy bday.
sa lahat ng taon na inilagi mo sa mundong ito, naging ok naman ang lahat.
may mga maganda at masamang nangyari. pero tuloy pa rin naman ang buhay.
maraming blessings kang natatanggap.
sana patuloy ka lang sa kung anong ginagawa mo.
mejo bawasan mo ang pagiging makulit. minsan kasi mejo sobra na.
wag mashadong mataray at mainitin ang ulo.
wag mashadong magreklamo.
wag mashadong pagurin ang sarili.
hahaha... dami ng bawal sa yo tsong.
ok ba. mukhang nag eenjoy ka naman sa buhay mo ngayun. so enjoy mo lang.
daming nagmamahal sa yo.
at marami kang kaibigan.
happy bday tsong.
sana marami ka pang mapasaya.
marami ka pang matulungan.
marami ka pang mapatawa.
at marami ka pang magawa sa mundong ibabaw.
ayos!?!?
oks.
cge. happy birthday ulit tsong.
God bless you more. :D

inuMan ng mga aPerturiStA

2008-07-18T17:13:00.000-07:00

hahaha.
last night. went to quattro. along timog avenue. to have 1 round treat of drinks by onin. fellow aperturista. but turns out to have another round. 1st round: bucket meal. 2nd round: mucho(?) mugs
aperturistas:
isan, mel, allen, kat, ara, jaboy, dennise, pj, onin, pat

wala. parang chatroom lang. kulitan. tawanan. kanya kanya kwento. asaran. hot seat ng love team. intrigahan. kakenkoyan. dramahan.

yung ibang usapan d pedeng sabihin. sa amin na lang yun. hahahaha... basta masaya. sana sa susunod na lakad na ganito. mas marami. mas magulo. mas kwela. mas makulit.

buti naman nakauwi naman ako ng safe. kahit timog yun. motor ako. then makati pa ko nakatira. hahahaha. :)

hahaha. yun na lang muna. toink! :D

copyright on photographs (some pointers)

2008-07-14T13:19:00.000-07:00

got this from my online buddy here in multiply.

"-I know this blog will help newbie photographers in multiply, to be aware on things they should know on COPYRIGHTS ON PHOTOGRAPHS.

DISCLAIMER:

-I don't mean anything....i don't wanna argue regarding this, just for everyone's AWARENESS!
-I don't want others see me as, NAGMAMAGALING or that i KNOW TOO MUCH! i wanna be friends with everyone!
-im JUST SHARING!

here it is......

Copyright - defined as the exclusive right/s of an author to the work of his authorship. It includes the right to carry our or prevent the display, sale, transfer or reproduction of one's work.

REPUBLIC ACT 8293, otherwise known as The Intellectual Property Code of the Philippines, clearly provides that original creations of photographic works and works produced by a process analogous to photography are covered by copyright.

-The transfer or sale of the sole copy of the work does not necessarily imply transfer of the copyright, in the absence of clear intention to the contrary.

As a rule, COPYRIGHT belongs to the author of the work/ PHOTOGRAPHER OF A PHOTOGRAPH.

The photographer has the sole right, AMONG THE OTHERS.EVEN PAID.(even on TV shows and movies! YOU WILL ALWAYS SEE THE DIRECTOR OF PHOTOGRAPHY as a CREDIT)he/she has the right to require that authorship of the work should be attributed to him/her.

remember........
YOU OWN IT!"

-- from http://bugsybean.multiply.com

woot. dsl na.

2008-07-09T19:10:00.000-07:00

kakakabit lang ng DSL dito.. ayus... :D

balik na ko opis... hahahhaa... :D

dial up

2008-07-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

hayyzzz.... nacra fone namin.... naitawag ko kahapon... then na fix naman sya todya... so ngayun... me dial up connection na ko... woooot... kaso bagal... tyaga tyaga na lang muna... :D

yung mga photos ko from GA ng Aperturista... in progress pa po...

hehehehehe... :D

out of reach

2008-07-02T06:05:00.000-07:00

hayzzz... pag uwi ko ng pinas... d ako makapag internet... alang connection sa multiply sa opis.... alaws din sa bahay... me dial up... kaso super bagal... haayyzz....

so ngayun lang ako nakapag online... sa internet cafe pa... hayzzzz....

gawan ko muna ng paraan yung connection ko sa hauz... sana maayus...

dami ginagawa sa opis... hehhehe... dami responsibility... d naman promoted... one year pa lang kasi ako sa position ko... tae..... hayzzz... sana lang taasan nila sweldo ko... sa september.... hehehehe... hanap na lang kaya ako ng ibang trabaho... san naman kaya? hmmmmm...

tae talaga...

uwi na ko.

2008-06-20T00:36:00.000-07:00

ahihihihi... uwi na ko bukas. yehey...

hayzz... mahaba habang byahe na naman...

pero at last.. uwi na ko pinas.. yey!!! :)

hooters toronto

2008-06-14T02:54:00.000-07:00

wala lang. finally. nakapunta rin dun kagabi.
kasama ko c insan. at ang kanyang mga katrabaho.
hehehe.
gamit ang aking 50mm 1.8 na lente. nagpipipiktyur ako. hahahaha.
yun lang.
dito ako kina tita tina ngayun.
oks. :)

weekend

2008-06-09T12:40:00.000-07:00

last saturday. natuloy kami sa wonderland.

punta ako sa house nila kuya ramil. then from there. punta kami wonderland. gamit ang sasakyan nila, c ate lhen yung driver. pagdating namin dun. sobrang init. gala lang ng konti then nagdecide kami na bumalik na lang kapag pagabi na. intay namin c shaanne dun. then hatid namin c kuya ramil sa friend. nya. maglilipat kasi ng bahay. so kami. road trip. daan kami sa dollarama. bili ng kung anu ano. tsaka bili na rin kami ng chips na gagamitin para mamayang gabi. maglalaro kasi ng poker. bili na rin kami ng baraha, laro ng pusoy habang iniintay namin c ate lhen. pagdating nya. punta kami sa mall. bili ng kung ano. napabili ako ng 2 tshirts para ke me. hehehe. la lang. nung pupunta na kami sa food court, decide kami na kakain na lang kami sa popeye. sakto naman tapos na sila kuya ramil. so sundo namin sya. then kain kami sa popeye. then balik kami sa house nila para kumuha ng damit. kasi magbabasa kami. hehehe. kuha ng damit then balik sa wonderland. 8pm na kami dumating. me araw pa naman. sakay kagad kami sa riptide. nung pinapanuod ko yung ride. potek. nakakatakot. iikot. then iikot ka pa. then babasain. pero nung nakasakay na ko. haha. enjoy. kaya hayun. balik ulit kami. sakay ulit.

then after that. timberwolf falls naman. so enjoy din. basa ulit.

sakay sana kami sa white water canyon. kaso naman. ang haba ng pila. pagabi na kasi. hehehe. kaya hanap kami ng iba. so sakay kami sa vortex. hehehe. enjoy din. :)

after nun. pipila pa sana kami sa behemoth. kaso sobrang haba ng pila. so. carousel na lang kami. after that uwi na kmi sa haus nila kuya ramil.

luto ng dinner c kuya. si shaanne naman. hinatid namin sa sakayan. then kami naman. bili kami ng pop.

pagdating sa haus. dinner. then hayun. poker na.

tinuruan ko muna si ate lhen kung pano maglaro. then hayun. poker na. habang nagpopoker. kanya kanyang timpla ng inumin. ako. isang smirnoff ice. then isang corona beer with lime. then isang vodka with sprite. hehee. haha.. alang nakatalo sa kin. puro ako panalo. mejo bwenas lang sa baraha. straight, trio, full house, puro ganyan lumabas na baraha ko. hehehe. natapos kami ng mga 3am ata or 4am. antok na ko. tulog nako. sila phoebe nanuod pa ng tv. ako. bagsak na. hehe.

gising ng maaga. mga 8am. then kain ng tinapay. tapos kape. laro ng solitaire. hehee. then tulong ako ke kuya ramil magluto ng food. tinola. hehe. ayus. sabi ko try nya na lagyan ng sprite. hayun. panalo naman. sarap. solb.

after nun. nuod ng mga update sa youtube. regarding ke da boy. deds na kasi.

then nuod sa youtube ng mygirl ni kimchiu. hahaha. ang kulit ni kim. galeng umarte. dabest.

then ligo na ko.

tapos. nung dumating na yung friend nila. pupunta kasi sila ulit ng wonderland eh. so ako. d na lang uwi na lang ako. sabi ko. mamamalantsa pa ko ng damit.

then. sakay ako ng bus papuntang subway station. then subway. finch. papuntang union station. naisip ko ng bumili pa ng mga tshirt na pampasalubong.

so baba ako ng queen st., akyat ako sa eaton center. sakay ng street car papuntang spadinah. lakad. then nadaan ako sa chinese market. hanap ako ng bagoong. pero ala akong mahanap. hehehe. so bili na lang ako ng tshirt. then lakad na ko papuntang union station. diniretso ko yung spadinah. lakad lang. then liko ako sa papunta union. nakakita ako ng pug. hehehe. dami. meron akong nakasalubong na isa. then 2 yung nakasabay ko maglakad. then merong isa pa. then tambay sila sa park. ako. hayun. diretso lakad. mkulimlim na ang panahon. umaambon ambon na. so lakad lang ako. hehehe. pagdating sa union station. bili ako ng mr. sub. pinoy yung nag aayus pati yung counter. so ayus. naman. then intay na lang ako sa bus terminal. para dun sa bus. then habang nasa bus. kinain ko na yung sandwich ko. then dating sa square one. then sakay ulit ng mississauga bus papuntang hotel.

hayzzz... an layo kasi ng hotel sa downtown. hehehe.

dating ko ng hotel. pahinga onti. then inasikaso ko yung priority club rewards card ko. tae. pasaway. pabalik balik ako ng tawag. sa pc customer service nila. then pati sa mismong fedex customer service hotline. then eto buong kwento. nadeliver pala yung card. kaso d alam yung suite # ko. then kelangan pala na andun ako to receive the envelope. takte. so ibinalik sa shipper yung card. pak. so tawag ulit ako. nakiusap ako na baka pede ipa extradite ulit yung delivery. hehehe. so hayun. napakiusapan naman. daming representative akong nakausap. hayun. mamaya tawag ulit ako dun. para malaman ko yung tracking number nung envelope. hehehe.

then chat ko rin c me. kwento kwento. kung anu ano. sempre miss ko na yun. sobra. hehe. lapit na naman umuwi eh. ayus lang. konting tiis na lang. makakasama ko na rin c me. :) toink!

then hayun. nuod ng nba finals. habang namamalantsa. hehehe.

olats. talo na naman lakers. pero astig. habol sila nung 4th quarter. nga lang. from 22 points. naging 2 points na lang lamang within 1 plus minutes remaining. talo pa rin. hahaa. bawi na lang sila sa susunod na game. game 3. hehehe.

tapos. tulog na ko. toink. yun lang.

~~mamaya. try kong pumunta sa port credit. sa southern part ng hurontario. kung hindi naulan. para naman makakita ako ng ibang lugar. sa lakeshore ata. hehehe. :D~~

umulan kze. d ako natuloy. punta na lang ako ng highland farms. bili ng kung anu ano gamit sa pagluluto. :D

-- pj

ang init

2008-06-06T11:37:00.000-07:00

ang init sa labas... hehehehe... 33 C ba naman eh...
enjoy sa mall kanina...
busog mata...
hehehe... daming nakikita...
kung anu ano...
yun lang.. yoko ng magsabi pa...
baka kung ano lang maisulat ko dito...
hahahaha.....

sana matuloy sa wonderland bukas...
malamang mas marami dun...
hahahaha..
ayus... enjoy... hangang andito...
ahihihihi....

lapit na rin umuwi.. hek hek hek...

nba finals

2008-06-05T00:36:00.000-07:00

mamaya na. hehehe. cno kaya mananalo.
kahit sino. basta me mnalo. ahihihihi.
ummm... prediction ko lang. lakers in 6. hehehe.
though. hindi mo malaman kung kakayanin ng celtics ang lakers. or vice versa.
kobe or garnet? parehas na consistent sa playoffs. ang magiging factor eh yung ibang players na magstep up. hehehe. :D
lamar odom, paul pierce, ray allen, pau gasol.
astig na finals.
sayang walang 2005 finals rematch. baka next year. hehehe. :D
mamaya na... wohoooo... :D

soulja boy (tagalog version)

2008-06-02T13:12:00.000-07:00

tamang kulet lang.

epal

2008-05-29T21:57:00.000-07:00

epal ka jan. toink!