25 things about me

Once you've been tagged, you are SUPPOSED to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, goals etc... anything about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it is because I want to know more about you.

Tagging... Everyone who reads this. I can see you! So... Tag! You're it!

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1. Recently, i learn to love reading books. be it photography or a leadership related or a bob ong books. just to kill time. when waiting. but yeah. i love reading books

2. i'm into photography right now. events, model shoot, wedding, prenup, landscapes.

3. i bought a pug last year and her name is Darren.

4. i also have a PSP. there's only one game in it. NBA Live 2009. others are music and photos.

5. i own a canon rebel eos xti. (hahaha... another photography related)

6. i play basketball. guard forward position

7. i play volleyball. spiker

8. i play soccer. midfielder.

9. i play guitar. when i'm bored in my room and i'm sick with surfing and browsing the internet. i play guitar and sing.

10. i love singing. (sa banyo usually.) hehehe. i also love singing with my friends and with my family. videoke. :D

11. (dami naman neto). i own a motorcycle. suzuki raider 150. i use this going to the office. going to places that i want to go. it's nice to have this kind of transpo. no traffic. hehehe.

12. my fave number is 5. waLa lang. :D

13. my bday is july 29.

14. i'm a multiply addict. yeah. addict.

15. i use lightroom as my first PP for my photos.

16. my fave band is Jars of Clay. i have a collection of their albums. CDs. hehehe.

17. (konti na lang) i watch heroes, chuck, gundam 00.

18. i dont watch naruto and bleach anime. but i am reading the manga. every week. :D

19. i am reading the soul eater manga right now.

20. i'm a java programmer.

21. i'm a christian.

22. i always stay late at night. because uhmm... just in front of my laptop. surfing. browsing. multiply.

23. there are two non work related website that i visit when i'm in the office. 1. sports.yahoo.com/nba and inquirer.net(pacquiao files). hehehe.

24. always in the chatroom of aperturista.

25. i'm a member of APerturista Community.

oks. dami naman. :D

photoworld asia

i went to glorieta kaninang 10.30am. adik eh noh.
hayz... masasabi ko lang..
kung photo enthusiast ka.
wag kang pupunta dito.
bakit?
hayzz...
mapapaGASTOS ka.
sabi ko.
lens pen lang bibilhin ko.
nakabili nga ako ng lens pen
+crumpler strap ng canon
+umorder ako nung 2 slave AC bulbs sa aperture (yung katulad ng kay jun.)
wah.
damn!
hahaha. GASTOS.
pero masaya naman.
me crumpler strap na ko ng canon.
yey. :D
oks.
pero i advice you to go there.
hehehe...
yun eh kung me budget ka lang naman.
okies. :D

what about now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

What About Now - Daughtry

crazy for this girl

She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I dont know why
But shes changed my mind

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didnt end
Why didnt I know what I know now

Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
Im ready to spend the rest of my life
With you

Crazy for this Girl (acoustic) - Evan and Jaron

halfLife

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

Half-Life (Acoustic) - Duncan Sheik

out of my league

"Out Of My League"

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

Out of My League - Stephen Speaks

huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot
'Di mo ba alam nandito lang ako
Sa iyong tabi
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man
At kung ikaw ay mahulog sa bangin
Ay sasaluhin kita

Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot
Dahil ang buhay mo'y walang katapusan
Makapangyarihan ang pag-ibig
Na hawak mo sa iyong kamay
Ikaw ang Diyos at hari ng iyong mundo
Matakot sila sa 'yo

Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na magmukhang tanga
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot sa hindi mo pa makita
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot
Aahhhah

Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man

Huwag Kang Matakot - Orange and Lemons

just dont wanna be lonely

I don't mind when you say that you're going away
I just don't wanna be lonely,
And I don't care if you share only moments a day,
I just don't wanna be lonely.

I'd rather be loved and needed;
depended on to give a love I can't give
When you're gone, when you're gone,
I just don't want to be lonely.
I'd just rather be loved.

I don't mind when the time sets the sun to the moon,
I just don't wanna be lonely,
Let the stairs find you there, at the end of the room,
I just don't wanna be lonely.


I Just Dont Wanna Be Lonely - Ronnie Dyson

Shoot for a cause Report. ...

saturday. 01.24.2009
went to manila.
liwasang bonifacio.
parked at sm manila.
wait for other apers.
shoot for a cause.
we will be giving some goods/clothes for the people in baseco.
briefing.
walked to luneta to meet the guide.
picture while walking. intramuros.

luneta.
take shots of rizal monument.

luneta. meet with the guide.

then walked to pier.
at pier.
lunch already
we went to the ice cream house.
and ate lunch.
after eating.
we went to baseco.
we rode a jeep going there
saw this kid when we arrived.
when we go deep in to the community.. going to the sea side... you can see the undeveloped areas.


going further. you can see different kinds of people. how they spend their whole day.
nagkukutuhan...
nag iinuman...
naglalaro...
nag iigib / naglalako?...
nagbabasa ng diyaryo....

naghahalungkat ng basura.....
naghahanap ng bulate...

para may pampain sa pamimingwit ng isda...
para may maipang handa sa hapag kainan.....
at kahit gaano kaunlad ang lungsod ng maynila... at ganito ang kalagayan nila...

nakukuha pa rin ng mga bata at ng mga tao dun na maging masaya at tumawa...

at sana... kahit sa konting tulong na pede nating maibahagi sa kanila...
kahit paisa isa...
mabigyan natin ng direksyon sa buhay ang mga bata dito sa baseco....

maaari ka ring pumunta dito... maghandog ng tulong... magshoot... at mabuksan ang iyong isipan... magpasalamat at ikaw ay mapalad... matutong magbigay kung may sobra kang pagpapalang natatatanggap galing sa Kanya... :D

have a nice day... :D

nenok

nanay babie...
ninenok ko yung layout mo sa apers...
hehehehe...
nagpaalam naman ako sa yo kanina...
hehehehe... :D

tenchu... :D

saLamat Po! :D

una. saLamat kay God.
nakaLabas na Mom ko sa ospital.
oks na naman kasi sya.

naawa yung doctor. supposedly dapat transfer muna sa room then tsaka pa lang sabihin kung pede na madischarge. so exception kami.

naawa. kasi nga yung kaso namin. hindi sagot ng maxicare and wala naman talaga kaming pera.
pero mayaman si God.Sya bahala sa pangangailangan mo.

though me utang akong babayaran. aLam ko. c God magpprovide ng pambayad sa utang na yun...

saLamat sa mga tumulong sa kin.
sa mga nakinig ng hinaing ko sa buhay.
sa mga nagtanong ng kalagayan ng mom ko.
sa nagtanong kung anong nangyari.
sa mga nag advise na mangutang muna ako. (tulungan nyo kong magbayad! hehehehe.. :D)
sa mga nagdasal.
at lalo't higit sa mga tumuLong sa kin.
alam ko... at naniniwala ako na ibabalik sa inyo ni God yung mga blessings na ishinare nyo sa kin.

saLamat sa Maxicare. kung hindi dahil sa inyo. hindi ako matututong lamunin ang pride ko at humingi ng tulong sa mga kaibigan ko. kapalan ang mukha na humingi ng tulong kung kani kanino. at natuto akong lalong magtiwala kay God.
saLamat. sana kunin na kayo ni Lord! (piz!)
hehehee... :D

saLamat.
saLamat.

:D

not a very good weekend

saturday 1.30am
my mom asked me to accompany her to the hospital.
she had a hard time breathing already.
she coughs and her asthma is striking.
so we went to the emergency room.
she was attended by the medical staff there.
she was confined in the ICU.
morning comes.
maxicare representatives told me that they will not cover the confinement of my mom.
ouch.
they told me that based on the findings and evaluation of their doctor it is considered as "pre existing condition".
ouch.
right now. the bill is 75K and counting.
dont know where to get that amount...
approximately by the time that she will be discharged... will be close to 100K.
ouch.
we dont have that amount of money.

i thank God. because her condition is now stable. healthwise she is already better.

i still continue to pray for God's financial provision.

guys. if you have anything that can give financially. any amount will do.
will be greatly appreciated.
i'm not begging though. but it sounds like that. if that is begging... then let it be.
the fact is. we really need help.
but i pray.
please pray also.

thanks.

expired

buendia taft
check point
lumagpas.
pinara.
hinto.

[-] hoy! d mo ba alam na me check point. ang laki laki oh.
[.] naku sir. sensya na. d ko nakita. ngayun lang ako napadaan dito ng gabi.
[-] tingin ng lisensya mo. at OR CR ng motor mo.
[.] teka lang po sir... eto po sir oh...
[-] teka... expired na tong lisensya mo ah...
[.] (whaaaaaatttt!!!) patingin nga po sir...
[-] eto oh... 07-29-2008 expiration date..
[.] (shuuuxxxxxx!!!)
[--] kaya pala nagmmadali eh... expired pala lisensya...
[.] naku sir hindi po... hindi ko po alam na expired na yan... ngayun ko lang po na check ulit...
baka pede pong makiusap sir...
[-] ....
[--] ....
[.] sabi po kasi ng tito ko... mababait naman po kayo sir eh...
[-] bakit. sino ba tito mo.
[.] si ano po sir.. ************* ng ***** ano po sya dun ****
[-] teka ano bang nasa bag mo... check mo nga...
[--] (chineck bag with flashlight kita laptop at photography book)
[-] sa yo ba yan?
[.] yes sir.
[-] bakit ano ba work mo.
[.] sir programmer po ako.. tapos freelance photographer po ako..
(sabay labas ng calling card)
pede nyo po ko invite kung me mga events kayo, bday party... etc...
[--] oy d ba lapit na bday nung pangalawa mong anak...
cge... isulat mo dito yung contact number mo.
[.] sir, nakasulat na jan maliit nga lang po sir.
[--] ah ganun ba.
[-] paalisin mo na yan... patuluyin mo na...
[.] naku. maraming maraming salamat po sir.
[--] asikasuhin mo na lisensya mo. mahirap yan baka madisgrasya ka pa.
[.] maraming maraming salamat sir.
[-] pasalamat ka, nakuha mo loob namin... cge na...
[.] thank you sir. thank you sir.

hayzzzz.... expired na pala lisensya... last year pa...
bwhahahahaa...

fan

Inside FULLY BOOK
Bonifacio High Street
Taguig
Photography/Fashion Section

[.] uy si alodia yun ah.
(c alodia, parang naka pang cosplay na damit.. o porma nya lang talaga... :D)
[..] cno yun.
[.] sikat na cosplayer. teka sya nga ba talaga yun?
[..] e d lapitan mo.
*tingin.. tingin..
[.] sya nga. hayyyyzz.. ganda ni alodia...
[..] hehehe.
[.] si alodia nga...
[..] shhh.. wag ka maingay... baka marinig ka..
(nasa kabila lang c alodia nung divider pala... oooopsss..)
[.] picture-an ko kaya?
[..] e d lapitan mo..
[.] sayang d ko dala camera ko.... huhuhuhu..
[..] hehehehehehehe... bLeh! :P

kung d nyo kilala c alodia...
watch this video. :D

http://www.inquirer.net/vdo/player.php?vid=2046&pageID=3

pause and seek His wiLL

the passage for today's sunday service sermon was about seeking God's will.

Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

For us believers, gasgas na tong verse na to... lagi na lang ginagamit ang verse na to if you want to be prosperous... pero bakit nga ba yung mga taong mukhang nagseseek naman ng kingdom ni God eh... hindi naman mayaman... me sakit... maraming problema at kung anu ano pa...

dinissect ni doc jun tong verse na to.. hehehe... sya yung pastor na nagpreach... hehehehe..

ano ba yung kingdom ni God? sabi dito.. na ang kingdom ni God eh yung kung saan nag hahari si God... nagbigay sya ng example verse na ang lahat ng bagay ay sa Kanya at nilikha sa pamamagitan Nya... me isa pang verse na nagsasabing Sya ang may authority/nagrurule sa lahat ng bansa.... :D hmmmm... ayus..

and then..inexample nya ang isang satanista.... me qoute to na "thou shalt do thy will and that's the whole law". meaning gawin mo lang ang gusto mo. yan na yung ginagawa nung mga satanista.. inexample pa nya na nung tinukso ng serpent sila adam at eve... sinabi nya na kung iyong kakainin ang pinagbabawal na prutas... malalaman mo kung ano ang tama at mali... resulta... pwede mong gawin kung anong gusto mo... kung anong will mo..

madalas kasi... sa buhay natin... dahil... matalino tayo... or me kaalaman tayo... isinasantabi muna natin si God... at sinasabi natin na... "Lord, ako muna bahala dito... diskartehan ko muna to.." we are doing are own will... which is madalas palpak... kapag sumablay na... tsaka lang tayo hihingi ng tulong kay God. anong pagkakaiba natin sa mga taong sumasamba kay satanas? hmmmm... isip isip...

ang topic kasi for the series ay domino effect... so kung sa una pa lang... eh inuna mo na yung wiLL ni God... malamang at sa malamang... hindi sablay... kung inuna mo will mo... papalpak at papalpak yan... :D at kung anong desisyon mo sa araw na ito... may epekto sa mangyayari sa yo sa kinabukasan... :D kung sa pagpili ng asawa... kung mali ka ng pinili... forever mong pagsisisihan... :D kung estudyante ka... at me exam... at nangopya ka... me epekto din... kung dalaga ka at sasagot ka ng maling lalaki... me epekto din yan... :D

ang message nya for this is that... we need to pause... and seek His will...
kung anuman ang ginagawa natin ngayun... mag pause muna tayo... at hanapin natin kung anong will ni God. bago ka magdecide sa anumang bagay... mag pause ka muna... kung ang paraan ng pag seek ng will ni God ay manalangin... manalangin ka... or kung pagbabasa ng bible... magbasa ka ng bible... kung bagong believer ka pa lang... at ang will ni God ay maari mong makuha sa mga advice ng small group leaders mo... approach them... basta ang sabi... you need to pause first... then seek His will... :D

yun lang muna... :D
just sharing... :D

new year resolution

3 na naisip kong new year resolution:

1. pumasok ng maaga sa opis.
2. matulog ng maaga.
3. wag tatamad tamad.

hayan. :D
dagdagan ko yan pag may naisip na ko.

new year resolution

isa lang sa kin muna. :D

1. pumasok ng maaga sa opis. :D

hehehehe...

yun lang. :D

bahala na yung iba... :D